haha...the end?

ok...
we don't talk to each other much..
and i don't think he like anymore
i can feel that so...i think..maybe i will ask him why(but apparently he dont wanna reply my chat msg)
well....i guess i have too.......
shut my mouth ang let it happened??
im doing this???
i think because i love him so much...(but don't think he does)
why i always be the victim..
haha..funny life..
and know i'm deactivating my facebook account..
i'm fed up....
i'm hurt so much..
so sheyra,n nisa...
this is why i deactivate my account n
i will be using NUR FARAH NAZIRAH facebook account only...
ok guys..oh...i forgot another person..
haizat..haha
lolXD
 peace out! (Y)

I HATE IT

just a moment ago...i heard that those two spoilt brat is in PU-tih(tuition center)
oh...how i hate them both...
because...
1.that two girl is my enemies
2.the girls acting like a DIVAS..as if they are...but they don't
3.they hate my bff (SLEEPING BEAUTY)..just because she is not in the same level as in RICH(oh...i hate that)
4.they don't realize who are they...they are like this kind of person in the dialog
  first girl:oh my gosh!! that looks hot on you
  the other girl:oh really?i like your Gucci bag...
  then the first girl:yeah i know...(and when they saw like a very lame person)
 the first girl:OMGGG!! she is so...... lame... oh..thank god i'm not her
  the other girl:yeah...i won't wear those if i was her
  the first girl: yeah...she look horrible...
  (when that girl walk straight to the spoilt brat direction)
   first girl:oh..my..gosh..you are wearing those??oh...you are a total freak
   then the other girl:yeah,you look like a lama....
    then the girl just shut up n say nothing...
   and they were laughing at her..(oh i hate this kinda  person)
5. they are....heartless

that is why i hate them so  much!!

they do talk a lot about branded stuff...
but don't talk about others feelings...

HMMM....IT'S COOL

ok,actually i'm happy because i've made up with him,
about the thing....he did that because he's so jealous of me and BOB
haha...
OH MY GOSH!!!
he love me soo much....
i know....
:)
haha...feel like smilling
im so happpy!!!!
:D
and i loveeeeeeee him too <3

^_^

oh...me!

well im crying and i feel like don't wanna talk to anybody,
is because even though he say okay but i dont think so it is okay...
and why do i feel like.....
oh...i can't describe it...
ok!.things doesn't go well..i don't feel like smilling anymore...
:'(
i'm a jerk...
but why i post things about my feeling...no one know how i feel...
no one know how it hurts..n no one no what its like...
i guess...

hurt

i hate  hurt,
but know i am,well....
i'm hurt because i hurt someone's feeling...
well,i didn't mean too,but still i'm hurt n felt guilty.
WHAT SHOULD I DO....??
hmm......i hate what i've done,seriously...
know my mum is ignoring me,
and im hurting someone who i love....
oh...im a mess

hmm....i dont lie

ok,i felt guilty for doing that thing n made him sulk...im sorry AAA but i really dindn't mean to made you sulk....
and one thing i should remind you every second that is I LOVE YOU n YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART.....
I <3 YOU
and im so sorry....

HIM....

ok....him....
he is cool,not charming outside (but charming inside),nice,he is kind of my type....
he's different from other boy...but one thing i really love about him is his friendly attitude.....i love when he say.."wek" to me....i love when he called me...
i have been amazed by his attitude....
he really gets me.....he understands me much...
oh my gosh!! i'm thinking about him....(i like....)
:D
it's hard to get this kind of boy nowadays....
HOPE OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL LAST LONG ENOUGH !!! <3

NEW WORLD

HOLLA!!!
it has been a long time since the last time i updated my blog....
ok....
my life know is so far....so good...
i got a great guy...
he love me,and i love him
next year i'm going to SMK SEKSYEN 16 ,that's suck
i hate that school...because the school boys and girls is not good like SMK SEKSYEN 4 ....
smk s4 is my fav school,i have my true friends....and next year im gonna miss them
all of them.....i don't wanna move....but i have to....my mum is the one who decides things....
oh my.....
i have to be cool next year...
seriously  I HATE THAT SCHOOL

new life,new day......new story,new nightmares

i am seriously out off my mine....my new attitude is making me suck!!
by the way  the new story is....i like this AAA guy and he likes me to so know we are offiacially a couple.the worst part is there's another 2 person who likes me....
oh no!!!!yesterday  my best friend  ADIP he wanna hook up with me,but i rejected him...wanna know why??
-because i like him not more than a friend
-and i'm not a player
-even though he wanna be my scandal...i will never cheat on AAA
i'm sorry.....
why more than one boy liked me?i mean i'm not that special....anyway..
hmmmm,boys..

for friend

last time my friend like this boy his is ATOK,i don't like him at all but still i have to say to every one who heard about the conversation about my bestfriend, that i love that boy!!but my acting is quite good....no one notice that i was lying.

Super Bass – Nicki Minaj Lyrics & Listen

Super Bass – Nicki Minaj Lyrics & Listen

auburn best friend

bad luck and day

today i have a very bad luck.wanna know why?
first i was studying at the school field because that was actually physical sport class;okay this is what happened:
my best friend and me was planning slide down towards canteen but then my best friend accidentally walk down toward the canteen while i'm sliding down like an idiot.
the second thing is,everybody was laughing at me.i felt humiliated.
and the last thing is Mazda was laughing at me like i'm  a clown or a stupid person or maybe an idiot.
no manners at all.....BAD LUCK IS TODAY!!!!

oh my gosh!!!!

My life is better now after i forget about NB to me,i'm much more happier and i'm very great full for that,Alhamdullilah.....but now my problem is NB,because by the time i forget him,he text me and make remembered him......
that is not cool.......
OH MY GOSH!!!(speechless)
.......................................................ummmmmmmmm,i'm stuck!!!

weird

Yesterday NB text me and say "i'm sorry"i was like WHY??FOR WHAT??then i ask him why,he told me that because he wanna apologize to me for not accepting me(FYI i don't ask you to accept me...shshh)and  for condemn me(wow!! i was right!!i mention it in end of NB).Well......i didn't keep it in my heart,for me if it's over then let it be,because  nobody's perfect even that person is a perfectionist.

my birthday

today i thought it would be better than yesterday,but i was wrong.at first it is wonderful but then it's miserable.you wanna know why??
this is what happen when i went to my islamic class,i horrible thing happened..my stuff is being throw away through the window,it was like i'm a rubbish on my born day!!!!
why did they do that for??stupid!!!
and thanks for whom that wishes me happy birthday

the bet (ii)

the bet between me and aina amir........the result is i win!!!!1
so she was wrong!!oh yeah.....!!

miserable

CC started to seize all my best friend,why??/i don't disturb your life!!!!why should you ruin my life as if i had done something bad that you can't accept it!please.....they are my friend,i don't mean that you can't be friendly.it just that this year you seem  like seize my friend,now your target is SO and AA.please stop this!!!this is all  nonsense!!! i can't stand it !!!! ok !!!forget it....take it all,take all of my friend and you will be happy to see me alone  by my self!right? like my late mother said that"we went to school not to find a friend,but to study"


p/s: i hate you so much!!

why should i?

well....since i wanted to forget NB and  wow!!!now i can!!!!! yeay me!!! but yesterday something happened!!!!!.................................................it was KIERA......she asked me if want to have NB as a  ummmmmm......my boyfriend,so i was like i don't know and why should i?he always like teasing me.....actually NB really want CC to be his girlfriend....but CC doesn't like it.well i think i will no accept KIERA plan......sorry KIERA not that i don't want....actually maybe..but i wouldn't want to take someone love from a person...

the end of NB

my life has been worst since i admited that i like NB.he started to ignore me,he started to condemn me and many more embarrassment things that he'd done lately.......

well......

he choose CC than me......

i'm cool with that but i'm not okay when he teasing me........and talk to CC how bad i'm.......i think....

now i'm  going to move on,in fact next year i'm going to another school.i will never see NB,CC,KAK LIMAH GLAMOUR AND THE GENG , and especially  THE S BOY!!!!!ohh!!!sometimes  life is just like a game.

this boy....

He is  my secret NB......he is the one i like right now....

and i think that he didn't like me.....because i told him that i like him but his reaction like who cares.....

whatever.....i have to move on......well......it'll be hard to move on,because i will see his face every day!!!

it is worth it though i can still see him....

THE BET

I've make a bet with my best friend(aina amir).......
She told me that i'm going to like S guy,but i said no
So we've make a bet that i will like that S guy&he will like me
The winners will get RM 10.
The expired date is 31st December 2012.
We shall see who's gonna be the winner.....
I hope myself  will win

the boy

I like this NB guy because he's an out going person,he's smart,he's kind and he always help me if i get into trouble.Sadly he liked other person,that person is my friend.So.........i guess i have to move on and life out my dream,but i can still his text friend.

the picture

The picture is suck!!what picture??my classmate and my picture.Why is it suck?? because the S guy is there to,by the way  the informal picture i am sitting beside him,that's suck.While the spacial picture,i am sitting behind him and unexpectedly i am looking at him,but i'm not!!i'm looking at lih yao a.k.a yao yao and marsya maisarah.There are Nothing to do with him.....
Oh my gosh!! i hate that picture but it happened.
What to  do??
I can just leave it

sadness

sadness had control over me,there is this S guy who always bud in my life.he is my brother's friend brother.want to know what he did???
okay this is the thing he's bugging in my life:-
1.he always talk about my attitude to others
 2.he always teasing me while i'm busy talking with my friends on my back
 3.and he always make a story about me.
what should i do......
i'm not happy-go-lucky anymore,but i'm just an emotional kid
i want my self back!!!
please help me.....n the worst thing is,he is my classmate!
yesterday i cried because of him,i'm not crying because he is teasing me but the fact that i cry is because i ve never bud in his life.......i'm so stress

the reason

the reason i hate boys not because of their attitude n what so ever......but the way they treat me......
sometimes they treat me like a rubbish!!i'm hurt.and sometimes they act like i don't even exist.now the thing is i've breakup with my bf and he was totally cool with that,well i'm not.by the way 13th of july 2011 i'm single

why oh why??

why everybody keep teasing everybody???
it's not so fun until you've cross the line.yeah for me it is funny but it might hurt someone's feeling.yeah you don't feel it...i know but if you are that person what do feel??
guys....it's not good to tease people so much.please....stop this.

sports day

my sports day is coming and i took part in  the parade.i have to marched and today i have to wake up 5.00 a.m not 6.00 am because of the marching.....
i was hoping we win,cause i'm tired.
our practice start on 7.30 a.m and end on 11.00a.m.
our red team is really push us.the girls have to scream and the boys gonna do some kind liked cheerleaders.
that was cool(boys have to do that? =D)
ok, i wanna get ready for my practice.bye..........

exhausted

i'm so exhausted after a day practicing for our school sports day.i have to scream loudly"red is hot,hot to go HOTTOGO!"that was cool......
but we are not cheerleaders,what ever,by the way i love adventure.hehehehhe....
i'm so exhausted!!!!

my real bestfriend

after i had a fight with my bestfriend(fake) i was so lonely and i started to wonder if she ever gonna be my friend again!?well.....no,that's not gonna happen.well after a few day i found my real bestfriend.they are aina amir,khairunnisa nabihah,alia fatini,faraidayu,farahin,,pervhina and many more.Aina Amir?she is cool,a bit like a boy and she is cute like a bear.khairunnisa?she is clever,outgoing person.alia?she is cute too and beautiful plus she is clever,faraidayu?ayu is very pretty.i remembered that day we hang out she look like a doll,a beautiful one.farahin?she is what she are,she don't give a shit if people wanna say anything bad to her,because she don't care.(cool huh?).lastly pervhin.she was my teasing people gang,we always discribe things,like boys ware pinafore.ohhhaa...that was so funny.but it was just a joke.



                        and 1 thing common about our attitude is
                      we have that crazy attitude
.

               

what a day?

hey,i was so confuse about my boyfriend's sis.my sister told me that she was teasin me behind my back.ok!that was not cool...this problem all started because of me,i told my boyfriend about his sis and he just told his mum because his mother were so worried about her.then she called me about 12 times...
oh god! i don't know what to do,so to keep me from trouble i just let the phone rings,and rings and agaian and again until the phone stop ringing.know im so afriad to go to school...why?because i'm afraid that she will Imbrasse me.huh!what a day.

SURPRISING

last year i had a fight with my bff.he is a boy and he is the one who mess everything out.he did that because he like me,but i don't like him.this year he told me he love me,and i ask him "so what?do you wanna hook up with me?".he was so stubborn and at last on 2nd of June i became his girlfriend.

BEST FRIEND

   

ngeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~

hello!