oh...me!

well im crying and i feel like don't wanna talk to anybody,
is because even though he say okay but i dont think so it is okay...
and why do i feel like.....
oh...i can't describe it...
ok!.things doesn't go well..i don't feel like smilling anymore...
:'(
i'm a jerk...
but why i post things about my feeling...no one know how i feel...
no one know how it hurts..n no one no what its like...
i guess...